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The Mind as a Weapon

We do it to ourselves you know…build up or shoot down our confidence levels…it’s all some twisted game our brain plays with us. We can have one tiny glance in a mirror or a comment we hear take us down a notch or two….and yet build ourselves up if we like how we’re feeling at [...]

Jersey Girl Down 23 Pounds

This Jersey girl is proud to say I’ve now lost 23 pounds. I noticed something yesterday that felt like a small victory. I have a running skirt I bought a few weeks ago (online) and it didn’t quite fit yet. I knew I was going to be right on the border, but knew I’d want [...]

17 Pounds and Running

So, this running thing….yeah. I’ve gone and signed up and now the work goes in. Here’s the thing. I’ve never run a 1/2 marathon before, or well…a marathon, a 5k or a 10k. I picked something to motivate me, and it does… Anyway, something clicked this week. Nobody can run it for me. And I [...]

13 pounds and Veggies

I’ve dropped 13 pounds so far, and I’m feeling great. I’d say the biggest change I’ve found is my enjoyment of veggies- something that didn’t excite me in the past. Each day I’m consuming 5 shakes (high in vitamins and nutrients) and either a salad with protein, or a veggie stir fry with protein. When [...]

Am I a Princess?

(I’ve taken this from another one of my journals, so I don’t have to type out these thoughts and feelings again….) How far can I go? That’s the question I’m asking myself…. I’ve decided to sign up for the Princess 1/2 after spending a lot of time thinking about it this weekend. Is it too [...]

Have I Become a Seasonal Friend?

There’s this saying that I’ve always loved….only this time, it stung. People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime…. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They [...]

C25K – Walk, Jog, Walk into Shape

I’ve decided to go ahead and start my C25K training again (used it successfully a few years ago). I was going to wait until I lost a little more weight, but I’m motivated – so I said….I’m starting! I’m excited about this program – because it WORKS! I’ve used it in the past, and found [...]

Liquid Diet – First Week

This liquid diet – I wasn’t sure how I’d feel…would I be hungry? Would I feel satisfied? Would I miss chewing? I’m pleasantly surprised that it’s actually been quite easy to transition. I like not always thinking about food. I love not having to figure out what to eat, and not having to watch my [...]

Feeling Optimistic with a New Plan

Optimistic isn’t usually a word I use when it comes to weight. Usually it’s dread, frustration and many other along the lines of that. This time…I feel optimistic. I went and started a medically supervised diet program. I have no where else to turn at this point. I’ve worked out, I’ve changed my eating, I’ve [...]